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Amy Robach<\/strong> thought her boyfriend, T.J. Holmes<\/strong>, had taken his own life as their tumultuous final months at ABC came to a close — a harrowing story she just shared on their podcast.<\/p>\n The former ‘GMA’ anchors-turned-lovers got into this ugly chapter on their just-launched media venture<\/strong> — and it’s mostly Amy recounting how scared she was in 2022 when she briefly thought T.J. had killed himself … this as they were on their way out at the network.<\/p>\n Amy says T.J. started sending her alarming texts in the past tense, where he said she *was* the love of his life, etc. — and it spurred her to rush over, with her father in tow, to check on him.<\/p>\n Amy says they accessed T.J.’s apartment with the help of his doorman … and they found him sprawled out on his bed, where Amy believed he might already be dead. She gets pretty emotional telling this part, as it’s clear it was a scary moment for both of them.<\/p>\n Eventually, it became clear he was still alive, but was in an unconscious state … and they were able to wake him up.<\/p>\n T.J. says he doesn’t remember much of that, but does explain he’d gotten off work that day and started pounding vodka and weed edibles — which landed him in that condition.<\/p>\n![](\"https:\/\/imagez.tmz.com\/image\/04\/16by9\/2022\/12\/02\/04820e5e5d594fe19290ed1590fda372_md.jpg\")
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